Well...I'm back....got into the rez about an hour ago..unpacked...went to get some food...and now im eagerly awaiting the Edmonton/Calgary game which i'll watch streamed...woot
I cried a good long cry yesterday for the first time in awhile...(in public that is)..
mom and dad came into the room as i was gonna go to sleep and i was getting a little sad already before they came in....so they started praying for me...and when it got to my turn...i couldn't talk..since i was trying to hold in the tears...then boom...it just all came out...runny nose boogers and all...haven't cried liek that since....can't really remember.... I think it's a combination of things....knowing that i won't be back till May...which really isn't that long....missing family..friends...and most of all Granny.....Just the thought of her going through the chemo treatment scares me...not knowing what could possibly happen and if God takes her away early...so got my mom and dad crying too...and they finished off praying for me since i coudln't do it...
I'm a quiet guy who keeps his emotions to himself....so i think for my parents...it was a big shock seeing that from a grown up guy lying in his bed....but it's good once in awhile to let the stuff flow out...and not keep it all bottled inside.....
So here we go on the second semester of first year pharmacy school...hopefully it'll be as successful as the first..
I cried a good long cry yesterday for the first time in awhile...(in public that is)..
mom and dad came into the room as i was gonna go to sleep and i was getting a little sad already before they came in....so they started praying for me...and when it got to my turn...i couldn't talk..since i was trying to hold in the tears...then boom...it just all came out...runny nose boogers and all...haven't cried liek that since....can't really remember.... I think it's a combination of things....knowing that i won't be back till May...which really isn't that long....missing family..friends...and most of all Granny.....Just the thought of her going through the chemo treatment scares me...not knowing what could possibly happen and if God takes her away early...so got my mom and dad crying too...and they finished off praying for me since i coudln't do it...
I'm a quiet guy who keeps his emotions to himself....so i think for my parents...it was a big shock seeing that from a grown up guy lying in his bed....but it's good once in awhile to let the stuff flow out...and not keep it all bottled inside.....
So here we go on the second semester of first year pharmacy school...hopefully it'll be as successful as the first..
4 comments:
i guess some paroxetine wont help
ya let it all out!
take care of yourself lolo. a lot of people in calgary care for you very much. work hard, no regrets!
we miss you back at home, it's not the same without you.
Aaron, we all know that at heart you are a big wimpy softy but we still love you=) What you guys are going through sucks and you can be forgiven for needing a cry.
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